Monday, September 30, 2013
Still on the fence about my situation lately. I was feeling really unwell Friday and Saturday: queasy, faint, lethargic. Saturday night I decided to do half a pill instead of a whole one. Now I'm less nauseated and tired, but either way, it's still iffy whether I sleep or not. I didn't exercise all weekend, due to feeling so punky. I did mile today, and a wee bit of cardio and weights. I'm not going to push it too much. I'm still not eating enough to make the minimum quota of calories a day. I have zero appetite.
So I'm not giving up on things just yet, but there is a part of me that thinks that I could not sleep and not eat just fine without drugs. I think the only reason why I'm hanging in there is the fact that trazodone is an antidepressant...and I'm kind of afraid of what my brain will do without any antidepressants.