Thursday, September 26, 2013
It's been two years since I've been this weight at about 175. I remember because that's when I started hanging with my best friend when she came back from NC ( I've known her a while but we just now became best friends) she was down a good amount of weight and looked good! We both did for a while :( Then stress and who knows what else brought it up. I've always been a bit heavier ;( Except when I was 13-14 I was actually 125 and damn I looked good! I remember complaining when I reached a size nine and was about 140ish about how fat I was. That's my goal weight now 140 It's been seven long years since I've been that small! So when I reach my mini goal of 170 I think I might cry. I can not remember the last time I was that weight. Probably when I was sixteen? I honestly don't know how much I was through my teen years besides 13-14. I gained it back because I took care of my diabetes, actually ate but then lost my bike and stopped working out :( I used to bike and walk everywhere miles and miles! Anyways, It's just been a lonnnggg time and I'm finally seeing results. Almost down to my first ten pounds and I am so proud of myself.! I just need to focus and not try to be perfect but be better!