Wednesday, September 25, 2013
So I just wanted to clarify that I weighed myself for the first time in awhile and was totally blown away by what I saw on the scale. It freaks me out that in the matter of two months I had managed to gain back 12 pounds. I have been wigging out all day and am not sure what to do with myself. Normally I would make some lame excuse about how it was ok (in my head) to gain weight or not keep track but now I ultimately feel pissed at myself for not being more responsible with my life.
I knew that when I went away to student teach this summer in Buffalo I picked up seriously bad habits...It felt good after a long day to indulge in terrible foods, sit down and not get up for the rest of the night. With that being said after student teaching I haven't been able to shake those habits. I want to change that
You have to start somewhere, and pick yourself up when you fall. I am starting again today, I hope there are some other sparkers out there that can stay motivated with me or even hold me accountable :)