Tuesday, September 24, 2013
How do you feel right now about your prospects for becoming a consistent exerciser, and using fitness as a springboard to lose weight and get healthier?
Right now I am excited to be starting this Journey. I have come to a point in my life that I want this and I need this journey.
I want this because I am tired of looking at my self in the mirror and seeing someone who I do not recognize. because in my mind I see myself as a skinny person not this big woman who I see looking back at me in the mirror. I am tired of my mind lying to me that I am skinny. so it is time for me to become the person who I see me as.
I need this journey because I am tired of all the health problems that I have that most of them are because of my size. I am tired of all the medicines I have to take on a daily basis several times a day. and I am tired of the way the medicines make me feel .
I want a better life. I want to be around to enjoy my grand kids and have fun with them. I also want this because I want to be able to ride a roller coaster again. I love roller coasters and I cannot ride them anymore because of the new ways that they have fitted seats on them now and my big body will not fit into them. I have more than once been embarrassed and had to get off of a roller coaster because they could not get the safety bar down because of my size. it is not a good feeling.