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A new week, some new goals.

Monday, September 23, 2013

Mother Nature paid me a nasty visit this weekend, but I feel so energized and optimistic about my future. I've been making small changes. Nothing huge, because I want to improve my way of living permanently. :)

I've cleaned out my closet and sorted through so many clothes that I will be dropping off at the new Savers that just opened down the street. I realized that a lot of those clothes were from my absolute lowest point during my battle with Anorexia. I was almost 30 lbs lighter. But with my BDD, I never noticed. When I tried to put a skirt on to size up how much I'd have to lose, I realized it would never happen. I have curves and muscle now, I didn't before. I am learning to love them and will not give up my healthy body in order to fit back into those size threes. Never again.

So I packed them all up and there is so much more room left! All these things that fit, that I don't have to pine after. I feel the weight on my shoulders lessening every day. And for me, that is progress.

I am eating right, exercising a little more every week and feel fantastic. I know in the long term, I will see fantastic -Permanent- results, and that is what I am aiming for.

This weekend was good. I am happy. :) I will continue moving forward and making progress.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
50YEARSAWIFE 9/23/2013 4:11PM

    Good for you. emoticon emoticon

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SETTIMIA 9/23/2013 3:57PM

    well done, keep focused and you will reach all your goals for a healthier way of life.


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