Thursday, September 19, 2013
Okay... Here is the deal. Peeked at the scale today and am up ANOTHER pound... at first I didn't care because I took a picture which you will see because i am being way brave ...( ughhhhh, i'm sorry you have to see this.) and I saw some changes in my body. Looking at it now, I noticed that I'm wearing different underwear, in the before one i am wearing lower cut ones and also... I have been using a tanning lotion which makes me look thinner. So I am not sure i these are actual results, seeing as my measurements aren't THAT significant in the difference. If i move the measuring tape even a tad I get a totally different measure. My body is so weirdly shaped.
I know my eating could be better... but maybe I am in denial. Maybe I am thinking I am doing okay when really I am not. If there is one thing I absolutely hate when dieting is tracking. It makes me feel SOOOO HUNGRYYYYY all the time. Doesn't matter if i am eating every hour and still in my calorie range... when i track i starve. It is so mental. But.. I dont know what else to do. blah. Guess i'll go into diet mode and start eating celery and ice.
Here is the dreaded picture. I want to believe the results.. but with no weight loss and only small measurement changes... its really hard to. If I was smaller my weight and measurements would mimic that!
Cross your fingers that all this downer talk and poundage gained is from Aunt Flow and will be gone in a few days.
On a happier note... I have gone to the gym 17 times in the past 4 weeks. I go m-f and have only missed twice! (for all you people doing the math... i will go tomorrow so that will make it 18/20 weekdays.)