Monday, September 16, 2013
Re-read a journal entry from FOUR years ago...186.5lbs and that was a good solid 20lbs less than I weigh now. No progress. Just an increase in weight and a decrease in activity (I was doing Spin and working out). I was looking over a journal entry from FIVE years ago...I was doing kickboxing. *sigh* Even the journal entry a couple of months later (Nov 2008) was when I was moving back into my old apt after leaving D.
This should tell myself something--I have struggled with the same problems for YEARS now. I mean, FIVE years ago I was saying how I don't want to buy bigger pants and how I need to focus on rebuilding myself. Where have I gotten myself?? No where.