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I am dreading this morning

Monday, September 16, 2013

I need to go introduce my replacement to the problem contract today. I am hating the thought of going, because it's this problem that has cost me the one that was going so well, and I was making progress. It has made me beyond angry. In all honesty, I still am angry, but I'm trying to let it go.

I need to put on my professional face and just get it done. I'm pretty sure it's all blown up in my mind and much worse that it will be in reality.

I get paid mileage and time for driving out and back (just over 2 hours) and for the time I spend there (up to 30min). So getting this over with get's me paid for an additional 2 1/2 hours plus 200K mileage. I guess I shouldn't complain too much. It'll finally be behind me.

It'll be closure. I just wish it weren't tied to so much negativity.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
JUSTME29 9/18/2013 12:02AM

    i hope it went as well as possible. Sometimes we just have to get through the day with no expectation of a positive outcome, except that at the end of it we're done.

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NEEDTOLOOSE1 9/17/2013 11:00PM

    Hope that everything went well for you. emoticon emoticon

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    Hope it went as smoothly as it could today. emoticon

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VKKESU 9/16/2013 3:24PM

    I think it will all be worth getting rid of this mess since it's been such a pain for you. Sometimes we have to give up some good just to rid of us the negative !

Good Luck !

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FIT4MEIN2013 9/16/2013 12:02PM

    Anticipation is always worse than the actual doing. emoticon

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KNYAGENYA 9/16/2013 9:50AM

    I hope it goes well.

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SUNSHINE192DAY 9/16/2013 9:10AM

    I'm praying for you today!

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TWINKIEQUEEN 9/16/2013 9:06AM

    breathe will be what it will be and then it will be will be okay

best wishes

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