Advertisement -- Learn more about ads on this site.


    STLSUE01   8,423
SparkPoints
7,000-8,499 SparkPoints
 
 
Despair

Sunday, September 15, 2013



I've been applying for work.

I took a position last Wednesday as a courier; I'm driving around a hundred miles a day, lifting boxes into the car, carrying them up stairs to customers.

I hate it.

I'm sitting here crying as I write this because I can't stand the thought of doing it again tomorrow, and the tomorrow after that.

I'm usually so strong, and able to face difficulty with calmness, but can't face this.

photo by me.
SHARE
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

DANDELIONWINE_O 10/5/2013 10:49PM

    I hope things have gotten better for you by now.
Your blog just tore out my heart strings.
I hope things are better, and if not now, then soon.
Don't give up Hope!

Report Inappropriate Comment
STLOUISWOMAN 9/16/2013 11:12PM

    Have you tried a temp agency?
emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment
BARCLE 9/15/2013 5:47PM

    emoticon emoticon I hope a happy solution reaches you soon - wish there was something more practical I could offer emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment
STLSUE01 9/15/2013 2:53PM

  @arnettelee I'm trying not to give up.

I can't face doing this courier job -- physically, I'm barely able to lift the boxes they're having me pick up and deliver. I cannot afford to hurt myself because currently I have no health care coverage. The 100+miles a day is hard on the car too.

I just want an office job again. I can do pretty much anything in an office. I just don't know what to do anymore besides "don't give up."

Report Inappropriate Comment
ARNETTELEE 9/15/2013 2:45PM

  Don't give up...

Report Inappropriate Comment

Add Your Comment to the Blog Post


Log in to post a comment.
 


Other Entries by STLSUE01