Saturday, September 14, 2013
I restarted my healthy lifestyle in November 2009 at 313 lbs and had gotten down to 190.8 in April 2013. I restarted my French courses at school and was having issues with someone at the school and in turn my husband. I put on a lot of weight in the next 2 months from the stress of the situation. Then my husband spent 42 days outside of Canada for a business trip and he was doing things I had asked him not to do. I put on more weight subsequently due to my unhappiness with being alone and what he was doing.
On September 14, 2013, I am restarting anew with a newly purchased biggest loser scale hubby bought. When I am actively working on weight loss, I am a champ. I lost 187 lbs and 75 inches from 2005-2007 with L.A. Weight Loss. When I am not feeling the weight loss kick, I am really not in it. My journey commences once again with 79.4 lbs lost and I will make a conscious effort to complete this weight loss journey.
I am starting back at school for my 2nd French course at the end of this month, I am hoping for a less stressful session this time.
My family is no longer speaking to me as they wanted me to leave my husband.
There are many obstacle that can throw me off the course, but my will is strong and I can withstand all that life throws at me.
I have to say goodbye to the fat that has made my clothes unwearable and say goodbye to limitless eating.
I must say hello to feeling good about myself, fighting the temptations of coping with food and dealing with stress in a better fashion than eating.
Wish me strength, willpower and luck!