Don't know how to deal with Cancer
Friday, September 13, 2013
Just a quick blog to let out some emotions. A lot has been going on that I need to catch you up on. My first 5K, a big SP meetup that was AWESOME, 1st day of school pics of my kids, and so much more! Right now though Iíve been consumed with dealing with grief again. That sneaky lil bugger creeps back up on you no matter how much you try to not let it.
My aunt has been very ill and is being cared for by hospice right now. Cancer has taken another victory while her family is left to pick up the pieces. Itís a very difficult time to say the least. My boyfriend has been so good about comforting me in the past and being there for me but this time itís different. You see, he lost his daughter at the age of 7 to cancer and so this is bringing up some grief and issues with him as well. He acts like he knows it all when it comes to cancer since he has been through a similar experience. Iíll tell him my aunt is still hanging on, (in a coma), and heíll be like, yea I know. ďHow do you already know that, I just told you,Ē I said. ďStephanie was in a coma and we all gathered around for a week. A WEEK we had to watch her die.Ē Sigh. Iím sorry, Iím not as knowledgeable as you when it comes to cancer.
Anyways, thatís my vent for the day. Just needed to get that off my chest. If you could all say a prayer for my auntís peaceful passage into Godís loving embrace, I would greatly appreciate it. Itís a very difficult time for all of us. Thank you!