Friday, September 13, 2013
The BLC round 23 begins on September 25, 2013. "Officially" begins that is. I have fully participated in the training program for the challenge. It consists of daily challenges and 4 day weekend challenges. Already the scale has moved in a big way. Already my fitness numbers are higher than usual for this time of the month.
I am so motivated and at the same time scared. I know that 12 weeks will not make me skinny, but I want so badly to see a change. A significant change. My goal is about 25 pounds and I have about 20 more to lose thanks to the training. It should reassure me, but it doesn't. Visions of past failures keep reappearing. Silly, isn't?
I know I have to believe. I know I have to walk on faith. And I know I have to just do it.
So I will.