~To Be Honest~
Friday, September 13, 2013
Well Back in March I thought I had it together and it was going good, I had lost 30 pounds my back wasn't hurting as much and I had a lot more energy. I don't even think I know where it started going horribly wrong but it did. Here it is September I have gained the 30 pounds I lost back plus. It hurts to know that I went off my path so easily even after all my pep talks and encouragement that I had. It kills me when my 2 year old son wants me to hold him while we walk to the school to pick up my 5 year old from kindergarten and I know if I do hold him I might not make it up the hill Not to mention how bad it hurts my back, Or the fact when we do get to the school I have to sit out side the gates before we walk up to his door where the other parents are so I can catch my breath and wipe the sweat off before I get up there. It embaresses me to know that I have done this to myself. Well if you read this thanks for letting me vent, I want to get back on track and finish my goal for real this time.