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~To Be Honest~

Friday, September 13, 2013

Well Back in March I thought I had it together and it was going good, I had lost 30 pounds my back wasn't hurting as much and I had a lot more energy. I don't even think I know where it started going horribly wrong but it did. Here it is September I have gained the 30 pounds I lost back plus. It hurts to know that I went off my path so easily even after all my pep talks and encouragement that I had. It kills me when my 2 year old son wants me to hold him while we walk to the school to pick up my 5 year old from kindergarten and I know if I do hold him I might not make it up the hill Not to mention how bad it hurts my back, Or the fact when we do get to the school I have to sit out side the gates before we walk up to his door where the other parents are so I can catch my breath and wipe the sweat off before I get up there. It embaresses me to know that I have done this to myself. Well if you read this thanks for letting me vent, I want to get back on track and finish my goal for real this time. emoticon
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    Hang in there. We are all here to support you in your journey back to great health!
    1598 days ago
    Oh I so understand!! I'm in same boat.... well, actually you are ahead of me. I was doing great & losing but now I have backslide and almost back where started. Keep at it; it is doable! Hang on tight and keep moving forward. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1618 days ago
    Today's another day. So make your good choices one day at a time.

    Yes, it's the pits to start over again. But it sounds like you've decided that you really need to do it. Your fellow Sparkers are rooting for you!
    1619 days ago
  • ANDARI26
    Hang in there. I lost 90 and gained 60 back over the last 2 years. I have just recently started yet another journey on spark people. There is no point in allowing yourself to suffer over a past that you can't change. You just have to change your headspace and get back in the game. At least now you know you can do it as you have done it before. Good luck to both of us.
    1619 days ago
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