Friday, September 13, 2013
My weight has been seesawing, but the general direction has been up. Things that I handled with ease before have become challenging. My work has been particularly frustrating and stressful.
The bright spots: Support I get from fellow sparkers! I have not given up. I've done it before, I know I can do it again. DH is supportive and sympathetic (also needing to work on his program).
On the other hand: I still miss Katie tons. My work is going to stay problematic. I am challenged by planning and sticking to a plan. I do have some minor physical challenges that need to be managed (such as a knee with issues). I have trouble keeping up with everything I want to do, have to do and mean to do.
I know that it's unrealistic, but I want magic to happen and for this to be easy.