Thursday, September 12, 2013
My fur baby had his surgery. They had to amputate his tail because there was not enough skin to close it up. They were afraid if they tried they would cut off the blood supply to his tail.
His tail has healed but he still wont/cant put weight on his back leg. It is killing me to see him like this. It takes him 3 tries to jump onto the couch and we built him stairs to get up onto the bed.
I then got really sick. The cold stuck around for over 2 weeks. I know that I probably got sick because I have not been taking care of myself. I just lost the urge/will to care.
I need to start over. I am going to start over. I am getting back into the routine of going to the gym and kickboxing. Once I have that routine back in place I am going to start with my eating habits. I am going to slowly go vegan, dairy is really starting to do a number on my system. I want to start cooking more, I like cooking but I am not that good at it. I am really bad with spices, I know what I like and what I would like something to taste like but I have no idea what spices will get me there.
Anyway, I am going to start to use this site to the fullest. I am going to lean on my friends and make new ones. I am going to help other people too. I really want to this for me. I dont want to feel like this anymore. I have to remember how I feel now so when I am having a though time I can remember how I felt when I wasnt taking care of myself.
Sorry for the little rant. I had a lot on my chest.