Haven't Lost & Haven't Gained
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
After losing a hundred pounds my body has finally reached a point where it isn't moving up or down. :)
I would like to get to 125 or even back to 110 but my body says not right now...that's okay!
Don't want to be too hard on myself...when my body, mind and soul is ready to continue it will do so naturally. I am not going to push myself or beat myself up about it.
I look in the mirror and say I am not where I want to be BUT I'm not where I use to be so it's all good. :)
Having some health issues which has stalled my workout until the doctor can tell me what is going on, I have decided to stop working out to see if that will make a difference. Imagine a doctor telling you they don't know why you are having abdominal pain and that they have to wait until new symptoms appear...okay hope it's nothing serious...I remember my baby brother had his appendix rupture and he complained about pain in the abdomen...I have no clue what it can be....going to put it in GOD's hands and do the wait and see with the doctor. :)
Once I find out what it is and I am able to get back to working out, the weight will come off again...until then I will keep an eye on the scale to make sure I don't gain either. :) Scale down good...scale up I will be heart broken...worked too hard to gain any of it back. Would rather work out in pain then gain....
Have another doctor's appointment on Oct 16th unless something takes a turn for the worse.
Praying for GOD's healing power....or the Doctor's enlightenment as to what is wrong and it's curable.
Hope you are having success on your journey to a healthier you! My prayer for you is that you reach goal but most importantly that you enjoy the journey along the way with GOD's blessing.