Monday, September 09, 2013
Although I had a very bad week I find comfort in knowing that I have som really great friends who are there for me if I need them. I posted a status on my FB and had many friends offering an ear to listen and asked me to text/call them if I need them. I'm so lucky to have genuine friends who do care!
Although I'm not doing well emotionally nor mentally (I'm probably slowly losing my mind haha) my body is reacting to it. I celebrated my bf's birthday by making a homemade lasagna and a homemade cheesecase. I ate a small piece of lasagna with a side salad and a 1/8th of the pie slice of cheesecase on Friday. I was feeling a bit guilty but it was oh so good and totally worth it! I was thinking oh crap I'm going to gain weight from this but I didn't!
I'm very happy to report that I am now 239.8 pounds!!!!!!!!!! In the past 5 days I managed to lose about 2 more pounds :) I think it must be the stress contributing to my weight loss but I'm just glad to see the scale and my body going in the right direction. I can't even say the last time I saw 239 pounds... maybe middle school? It's been so long!