Sunday, September 08, 2013
Well it's certainly been an interesting week. You all know about my hospital visit. The chest pains haven't stopped. But I know why they haven't. It is indeed stress. I'm usually perfectly fine when I'm at home after about the end of the day Tuesday. But the second I see my work place, they start up again. Goes on all day until I run out the door and get home. Definitely not good, I know. I am looking for another job, I promise. I'm checking out the state's workforce center website every day and checking the weekly paper for job openings I would be good for. Just trying to keep my eyes open and my hopes up. But at the same time, the realist in me doesn't want me getting my hopes up too high because chances are EXTREMELY slim of finding another job in this stupid black hole of an area. I guess we'll see what happens. But I am doing the best that I can to find some ways to help tame down my overly stressed out body. I'm trying to get back to exercise, but I'm not gonna get my hopes on that for this week at least due to the fact that the wedding is just 6 days away and there's still so much to do and I'm stuck staying an hour late at that evil place to make up for the hours I had to call in sick, and to top it all off, I'm getting a sore throat thanks to my lovely fiance who caught a bad chest cold last week. And I need to clean the house today. I would let it go and just not care if it weren't for the fact that people were going to be coming over soon. So if anybody has a housecleaning fairy, could I PLEASE borrow it so I can rest? I'd appreciate it a lot. But yeah, I've decided to start drinking chamomile tea every night that I have to work to try to ease things down that way. Um, I think that's it for an update for today. I don't think I'll be blogging next weekend due to everything going on. Finally getting around to saying "I do" if my voice hasn't disappeared. Man I hope not. But I'll blog when I can and post pictures and everything. So, take care everybody!