This morning I woke up crying in pain, I wanted to stay in bed so my husband could sleep before his shift but I just couldn't the pain was so unbearable. OMG what that chiropractor did Friday really put me through hell!!!!!!!!!
I just sat there like a baby, putting heating pad on my upper back and lower and with my heat wrap around my neck I just sat there in tears and my husband just looked at me saying I wish you felt better baby.
I'm really starting to think I'll never feel better, I'm suppose to go tomorrow to see her noway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I might have to see if I can try a pain management place, because I'm so sick of this pain, I feel so bad that hubby didn't get more sleep cause of me and told him to stay in bed but he came down with me and took care of me.
I'm sitting here still crying like a baby , I guess this has come my place to vent I took a tylenol 3 that's like gold to me and only use it when I just can't bear the pain, but lately it seems like I could use it all the time but I'm running out and need to see my regular doctor.
I'm going to try and go back to bed, I'm so disgusted I guess I thought this woman was going to be my miracle when she said oh yes we treat fibro, but what she did is what my retired chiro use to do and I wish that man never retired but he got sickly, he was soooooo good this girl saying that me being in that much pain didn't make sense really hit me, I'M SO FED UP WITH DOCTORS. JUST LIKE WHEN THEY TOLD ME MY SON HAD GROWING PAINS AND THANK GOD I LISTENED TO MY GUT AND KEPT PUSHING, HE DID HAVE LYME JUST LIKE I THOUGHT! They told me I was crazy and everything but who was right?????????? ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Had I listened to them my son could be like a vegetable, as I've known of children that were in coma's, lost their functions of their kidneys and bowels and had to wear diapers again at the teen ages, not being able to speak or think for themselves.
No one knows what you go through unless they have it and then when they do they are like oh I didn't know it was this bad.... and I feel like saying well when I told you it was this bad you didn't believe me you abandoned me, but now your calling to say hey I don't know how you deal with this...
Well my face is burning from crying all morning going to try and rest.
just needed to vent...............