Saturday, September 07, 2013
I have been inspired by another about not forgetting my past, so I don't go back to what I was.
I will never forget the times I couldn't come in from the parking lot at work without gasping for breath.
Of hiding my eyes when I got weighed at the doctor's office.
The doctor yelling at me because I was killing myself.
being so miserable in my obesity,
and wishing it was better.
hating myself whenever I looked in the mirror,
and having no clothes that would fit me.
No, I'll always remember.
I've forgiven myself,
But I'll never forget.
That's what keeps me going.
And that pleases me no end.
And I'm truly free.