Friday, September 06, 2013
Lying in bed late this morning I was feeling anxious and a little lost. It's Saturday and I love the weekend . I can do whatever I want and there is no routine. I just don't like routines and rules. I had a different client yesterday and I was nervous before hand. I sometimes do get a little nervous when I am going to have a new client. But here I was lying there instead of getting up. There is an art festival on that I decided to go to. But I was feeling too nervous to face anything outside of home. I finally decided I should get up and face the scales because although it is not my weight-in day I needed to know "how much damage " I had done". The scales smiled at me and showed a loss. I was not expecting that at all. So now I need to channel that good news into getting myself on top of things and enjoy the weekend and get working harder on my healthy lifestyle.
I will get motivated and snap out of my anxious state and enjoy the weekend. And I will update my ticker. I am sorry for my low mood today whoever is reading this and is bored from such a negitive blog when it should be positive. Have a nice weekend...