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A Fresh Start

Friday, September 06, 2013

I've been MIA since my last entry. I could feel myself spiralling down into depression and anxiety and try as I might, I couldn't break free. I am so close to giving up again. For the umpteenth time.

So I've decided to join the Spark Coach program. Lord knows I've spent a LOT of money over the years on different diets, supplements, yada, yada, yada. So for less than one dollar a week, I'm going to try Sparking with professional help. If I don't do something to keep myself accountable, I'm going to quietly disappear.

Also, with the exception of my Babysteppin Spark Team, I'm leaving my groups. For now. I was beginning to feel overwhelmed by the emails and trying to navigate the team pages was really getting to me. So for now, I will have a grand total of two.

I'm going to take one day at a time and do my best.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
WATREKKIE 9/15/2013 7:54PM

    Sorry I missed this when you first posted, kiddo!! I've been very sketchy on my own Sparking lately, and haven't checked my Friend Feed or the team blogs in a while.

Hope your spirits are better now. I too have troubles with feeling overwhelmed and appreciate your reminder to take it one day, one babystep, at a time!!

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PENNYPEARLS 9/6/2013 7:42PM

    You will love Spark Coach! I am so glad I signed up for it. You do what you need to do to take care of yourself. We are here for you! emoticon emoticon

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MOMINE 9/6/2013 7:24AM

    Please know that I will do anything I can(if there is anything I can) anytime you need me to. I am SO proud of you for recognizing your problem and taking steps to deal with it. emoticon

I will still drop an occasional line to check in, but I understand if you cannot answer.

Be well, and BE HAPPY!!! You are a daughter of the KING and have every right to be here and to live confidently and victoriously!!!!!

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