Did I surprise you?
Thursday, September 05, 2013
Did you hear from me recently? Was it a bit of a shock?
Hi, I'm Bren. I most likely slammed you with a goodie (or two) recently. If not, look out, it's coming. I'm basically blowing my spark points piggy bank and goody'ing all of my sparkly friends. I've been lagging in that departmeant, so forgive me.
I do really want to be encouraging and supportive for you, heck, even just plain silly. I've been fighting my body lately, and felt it easier to just lie down (with my legs up over my head (LITERALLY) to try to alleviate some of this swelling that I have been plagued with for over a month. New issues on top of existing ridiculous ones? Fantastic.
Oops, see, look at my big huge eye roll right there. I'm not my usual silly self.
I HURT HEAPS!!!
I have to literally take a break after a short (cold water) shower since I am in a lot of pain just from the motion of moving around to get into the stupid shower.
My 'good' time is practically non existent, and I spend that good time by doing things like petting my dog (since I often can't touch her. She's too warm!), or making myself lunch. Gotta be honest, I've let it get the better of me, and have not been sparking as much as I should have. It's easier to curl up and wish the pain away, but that doesn't help the pain right?
It's NOT easy to spark and support others when I'm in a frumpy dump mood, but it IS valuable and important to me to be involved and STAY involved.
So here I go (again), announcing that I am here, and will likely be flinging some ridonkulous goodie your way soon.
It's just me, telling you that I am thinking of you, encouraging you, and screaming at you if needed (ha!).