Wednesday, September 04, 2013
So my goal this time around is to lean on Jesus when it's hard and follow his guidance. Cravings usually turn in to Caving for me and after deciding to cut wheat from my diet entirely I've had some interesting results so far. First off the headaches were a pain in the brain, but now Day 4 they are subsiding. However now the cravings are kicking in which really really scared me today. I didn't want what was on my meal plan I wanted fast food crap.
It was terrible. I was in town and it was so convenient. When I escaped the fast food restaurants I just wanted to go for the worst food in the house. I live with my parents and I'm the only one eating healthy so there is junk in the house tempting me. On the drive home though I heard a song on K-Love "That's what faith can do" It spoke to my heart and I knew God had sent that just for me at that moment. It gave me the strength to just say NO to the bad food and realize how important this journey is. I've been held in bondage by this weight and I'm ready to break free. I don't want to jeopardize my journey and I'm weak so I just talked to Jesus a little ........ ok maybe a lot and now my focus is clear again. Thank You Jesus!