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is this really the end of summer

Tuesday, September 03, 2013

so my last blog was super duper long and very much open and raw, it was me just telling how the last year has really been for me, and believe me i left alot out.
and i do thank friends who commented and some even sent me private messages or comments and i am thankful as well.
2013 will forever be remembered by me as one of the worst years of my life, the year i struggled with a broken foot and a broken heart and a broken pattern.
but im getting it back.
today was weigh in day and no harm no foul
which bugs me to no end, because ive been walking and ive been counting calories.
i know i really do need to do more and hopefully, gradually i can start adding it back.
cold days are coming, i awoke this morning almost feeling like it was turn on the furnace weather.
that for me just means less days walking due to the dampness on the ground, i have an overwhelming fear of falling and with my still healing foot, i fear taking chances.
so i will buckle down and do what i can inside.
if i ever for an hour a day had my house to myself, it would probably help.
i have no retreat.
soon, i hope.
so with the colder days, comes hoodies, and thick socks and the electric blanket and i am determined this year, NO COMFORT FOODS like hot thick brothy soups and breads.
i am back to my protein and sticking with it, and i am determined to see some numbers dropping on the scale.
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  • BRENDA_G50
    emoticon emoticon and remember this: YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!! emoticon
    1565 days ago
  • LINDAM.1
    I know it is a tired old fraise but, chin up. emoticon
    1566 days ago
    That's the spirit, keeping fighting for the changes youo want! I admire how you don't give up, especially having such a difficult time. We all take our functioning limbs for granted but a broken foot would be quite a challenge, especially if it's slow to heal.
    1566 days ago
    I have a fear of falling outside in the cold because I broke my back 4 times. I live in Detroit and the terrible, long winter is coming. I bought some Leslie Sansone walking DVDs and I love them.
    1566 days ago
    scrambled eggs hot chicken broth any thing warmed even diet cranberry juice warmed is a comfort to me. It will be hot here for a while so doesn't feel like fall yet.
    1566 days ago
    I'm not ready for the winter yet...

    I walk everyday (365) because of my dog. I got myself some good clothes and boots and no excuses. I do worry sometime about slipping on ice, etc.

    You sound like you have a good attitude. Let's make this fall count! (my weight loss has been stalled as well) emoticon emoticon
    1566 days ago
    Sometimes you just need to vent. No need to apologize or explain.

    Make Today the Greatest Day of Your Life

    emoticon Until Tomorrow!

    1566 days ago
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