Tuesday, September 03, 2013
What if i get psychotic & can't get back? What if i go insane?
tito says: you do it to yourself! not willing. I will not. I can do all things...
Not true. Why choose this? Just happens. Can't stop (prevent or cure).
I take Risperidone/risperidol) 3 mg/2 X day. Need heavier dose or something else/something emergency. Now lasts 16 hours+ or more. Can go into days.
Worse over years.
1999 - Started w/music
2000 - Watching eyes everywhere.
2004 - Progressed to voices (Bates) Still eyes.
2005-2009 - Eyes continued thru 2005 - 2009. Christian music helped most, FB helped once in 2009. sometimes movies (was good/innocent/wholesome movies help. Action & syfy even bothered me.
2010-13 EYES, THOUGHTS/LIES, CATATONIC
2013 - Recently evil/demon movies help (Was even grateful - Lord save me)
Sept 2 2013 Now only sleep helps.