Saturday, August 31, 2013
Preferring to call it that instead of "early fall." Or does "early fall" sound more optimistic? with the "early" and all?
I haven't posted in over a month, I see. I have been working a LOT since I got back from the States at the end of May as I've mentioned in previous posts. That has left little time or energy for anything else, which I also mentioned. These courses for the unemployed are not easy. They are people who are in life transitions (as I am!) and there are emotions and tensions that aren't usually part of my teaching work. It's a good thing I love my work teaching English and am happy that I also get to minister to people at a critical time in their lives...but it can be taxing!
I joined the 5% challenge in hopes of getting back on track Spark-wise. That has been a help only in so far as I haven't gained a ton of weight and have been making sporadic attempts at tracking. My feet (plantar fasciitis) are getting better but it's slow-going. I now wear a boot/brace at night that has helped some. And new orthotics are on the way! I'm able to walk comfortably for most of my daytime activities but miss having distance running and walking as an outlet and stress-buster.
On Friday, I had a meeting with the pastor of the church where I've been serving. I haven't eased my way back into the work of the church yet. He was very understanding when I told him that I'm not ready to go back to doing some of the things I've done in the past, and that I want to see how the Lord leads as far as taking on new responsibilities. I felt relieved, but also sad after the meeting because I would like to be ready NOW to take on new challenges. But I'm just not in that place yet. I'm still quite tired...and with the anniversary of my father's passing coming up in a few weeks...sad. I actually dreamt of him last night for the first time since he died. It was kind of strange, as dreams are, but I think it was a hopeful dream.
I'm finding that Romans 15:13 is a good verse for me to hold on to these days: "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."
Anyone else setting some monthly mini-goals for September? Something about a fresh month that encourages me to make a fresh start. Will post mine tomorrow.