What is it going to take?
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Today, I saw photos of myself from last week's staff party. The same shock, the same shame, the same determination to stop the upward spiral RIGHT. NOW. that I had from photos of 30 pounds ago - 20 pounds ago - 10 pounds ago.
I'm uncomfortable. My stomach gets in the way when I lean over. I have rolls on my sides. My clothes pinch and bind. My underwear waves like a flag on the clothesline.
What is it going to take?? When will getting comfortable and healthy and feeling good about myself matter more than the (indisputable) bliss of laying on the sofa and eating? I am ALWAYS regretful after.