Friday, August 30, 2013
It's been 2 1/2 years, since I stopped by my Spark page, so much had happen in my life that I gave up this fantastic journey and my closes weight loss friends who motivated me to keep going.
Back in 2010 I was not happy with my old job so I quit. Right after I resigned my job I found out I was pregnant with my first child. We were very excited and happy. I only gained 30 bls during my pregnancy witch it was my goal. After having my baby boy, I may add that I had an Emergency C-section because his heart beat was very low I spend 4 days in the hospital recovering once we got home everybody came to visit and I had a lot of help well that only lasted a week, after that week my hubby started working and hardly ever helped me with anyyyyyything!!!!! I was exhausted, super stressed and I turned my frustration into food. I lost 20bls right after having my baby boy but I gained it all back plus some. I had very bad PPD after taking medicine for 2 months I started to feel like my old self again, hubby helped but really not much.
I went to the doctor yesterday and I weighted 216bls how pathetic is that?......... I can cry and do something about it or I can cry and cry and not do anything. Well I am here, with a new view on life, with new goals and thinking for the first time after 2 years in me. I am going to take care of me and the hell with everybody else. I know this will be a million times harder because of the emotional stress and because of time but I can do it. I will prove it to myself and everybody else that I can do this!!! I did it once and I will do it again………… Thanks for reading, any advice is very much appreciated.