2 1/2 years later and back to square one!

Friday, August 30, 2013

It's been 2 1/2 years, since I stopped by my Spark page, so much had happen in my life that I gave up this fantastic journey and my closes weight loss friends who motivated me to keep going.

Back in 2010 I was not happy with my old job so I quit. Right after I resigned my job I found out I was pregnant with my first child. We were very excited and happy. I only gained 30 bls during my pregnancy witch it was my goal. After having my baby boy, I may add that I had an Emergency C-section because his heart beat was very low I spend 4 days in the hospital recovering once we got home everybody came to visit and I had a lot of help well that only lasted a week, after that week my hubby started working and hardly ever helped me with anyyyyyything!!!!! I was exhausted, super stressed and I turned my frustration into food. I lost 20bls right after having my baby boy but I gained it all back plus some. I had very bad PPD after taking medicine for 2 months I started to feel like my old self again, hubby helped but really not much.

I went to the doctor yesterday and I weighted 216bls how pathetic is that?......... I can cry and do something about it or I can cry and cry and not do anything. Well I am here, with a new view on life, with new goals and thinking for the first time after 2 years in me. I am going to take care of me and the hell with everybody else. I know this will be a million times harder because of the emotional stress and because of time but I can do it. I will prove it to myself and everybody else that I can do this!!! I did it once and I will do it again………… Thanks for reading, any advice is very much appreciated.
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  • TBABY912
    hey! welcome back! congrats on the baby boy. advice... never give up. i gained weight, then plateaued for about 3 years. working out and all. i had to go back to the basics of tracking my food and workouts :( but it helped me lose weight (AGAIN). emoticon

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    1527 days ago
    True stay focused and keep your eye on your own prize. Don't compare yourself with others... You can do this!

    God bless,

    1560 days ago
  • ANGGEL40
    You have the right attitude and you will be dropping those pounds! emoticon emoticon
    1564 days ago
    Yes, you can do it and I bet you will.
    1564 days ago
    No body can take away from you what God gives you. Stay focused on you, your dreams, goals, the person you want to be, the mom you want to be. I recommend a book called "in the meantime" by Iyanla Vanzant or "one day my soul just opened up" by her as well. Good for you for taking the steps to a happier healthier peaceful life for you and your son!! Rock on sister!
    1564 days ago
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