Friday, August 30, 2013
Well I defeated the cake today, I only had a tiny nibble to taste test it, and compared to what I used to eat it was barely anything!:)
The thing that seems to be worrying me today is what happens once I'm thin and reach my goal. I understand that just because ill be thin doesn't mean I can go back to eating what I used to eat, well at least not without putting weight back on!
I've seen a few people on spark do really well and lose the weight, but end up putting some back on over time. Although all of them are now on track to losing those pesky pounds that crept back on!
I'm just worrying that is this something I should expect to happen? Is it going to be a constant struggle to stay at that weight.. If I eat a burger am I going to put on 4lb?! Lol:)
I may be worrying a bit too much.. I mean I've got to get to my goal first!! I'm just so used to putting the pounds back on when I've only lost a few, not when I've lost 50!
The only thing reassuring me is that I know now what it's like to be big.. And unhappy with how I look.. So I'm not coming back to this stage!!