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Reflection this week

Friday, August 30, 2013

I haven't really updated, because there is nothing really to update. I tried to go running a couple weeks ago and Anissa was freaking out so I had to turn around. Same thing yesterday tried to go to a movie, but miss freak out made me leave early.

I got pretty upset earlier this week. I started to think about what friends I have. I don't know why I do this to myself, but I start looking at past friendships and get upset. I started to think about how I thought I had a really close friend, but I found out how much of a friend she was to me. What is it I do that I meet people like this? Then of course I started to think what friends do I have since I have had a baby. Most days the only interaction I have with someone other than DH and baby is with my sister via text. I guess I am feeling lonely. So not much really to update, I will get over this, I just don't know when.

I've been checking out groupon for yoga deals so that I maybe go to yoga a few times a week without baby. Now that the diaper rash is undercontrol, after all the treatments, it was a food sensitivity to something I was eating. So now it's eliminated and baby is doing good, other than teething.

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    You need a pedicure...and some shopping...See you tomorrow! P.S. I'm lonely..without a baby..
    1478 days ago
    I know that loneliness feeling well unfortunately. Just keep trying to do things you enjoy and like Jess said.. try to leave the kiddo with B if you can just so you can have some sanity time for yourself. Wish we didn't live so far away or I'd for sure hang with you! emoticon
    1483 days ago
    1483 days ago
    I have never had a baby, so I cannot really relate, but I have had enough friends (and sister and mother) who have had kids and they too talk of this lonliness... That's why it is SO IMPORTANT to give yourself the permission to take time for YOU! To do things Robin likes and that gives you HAPPINESS!

    I think you need to start leaving "Miss Freak-Out" with her Daddy more often... maybe even make HIM miss an event!!! FOR YOUR SANITY! (Besides, I'm sure he could use more bonding time with his Baby Girl!!!)

    I'm sorry I have been MIA. This summer has flown by, and being away for a week at Zumba Convention really swallowed it up!

    We should get together for a dinner date before I go away to Italy!!! Or maybe even just a shopping date! Let me know what you are up for!
    1483 days ago
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