Friday, August 30, 2013
...well, not funny so much as odd, I guess, at loose ends and uncomfortable, kind of like moving into a new home and not feeling "all there" yet. Please, if you were hoping to hear positive in this, please stop reading here?
I've really hesitated blogging in this funny place - don't know quite what's going on, and don't want to be negative. But this morning I realized that it always means something to me when others here share the truth of where they are, even when it's dark, and that perhaps this might help someone else, too.
I honestly don't know what's going on with me. There's nothing really wrong, in fact some exciting things have been happening, but I feel out of place and "stalled." I haven't missed a day logging in, tracking food and activity (though I've only been within my calorie range for 3-4 days out of every 7), but I haven't interacted much for weeks, and honestly feel a little lost. I seem to be just marking time when I should be marching forward.
I also feel guilty about feeling bad - I have so much to be grateful about, so much for which to give thanks.
Guess that's quite enough moaning. I know this will pass. Perhaps it's simply a matter of a few good swift kicks in the hind parts, and since that's an awkward thing to accomplish myself, I could use some help from my friends. :)