Wednesday, August 28, 2013
I'm back to 185 as of today. This weight has tormented and plagued me for months. Tantalizingly, I'll hit it, triumphantly update my SP weight, and then up it creeps again for a few weeks.
I haven't nudged higher than 187 in a long time, but 185 is this scary threshhold for me. However, the changes I've made recently, I think I can get to 184.
184. The lowest weight I've been in years. I want to be that weight.
My next big goal is 179. That's how much I weighed after I got pregnant with my first child. The weight I was when I walked out of the hospital with her (10 lbs lighter, incidentally, than when I walked in.)
It's been a little easier, since my husband has been adjusting his eating habits to be less gross. He's working on portions, and it's a lot easier to not overeat if no one else is, either! He still snacks a lot at night, but that's steadily becoming not a trigger for me, and when he goes into treatment (Which could be in a week or two, or a month or two, we don't know.) hopefully that trigger will go away entirely.
Just wanted to update you, lest you think I vanished. ;)