Two weeks ago I finally made it! I sat down and wrote my lifeīs vision and mission... well, wrote is not the right word- I drew it(and activity which I love despite sucking at it so badly
), so I am not sure if I am ready to share my masterpiece with world just yet :-)
What I most definitely am ready to share is my vision collage- I have itdisplayed just opposite my sofa, above bed, in wallet and I plan on putting it on my desk at work...
I look at period of one year. 6 pictures represent things I have always wanted to do but I would not because of my weight. I am not saying I will do all of them until August 2014, but I plan on being ready of the opportunity comes :-)
Picture number 1-left upper corner
I love look of dresses and skirts, but I am wearing them less and less as I feel very uncomfortable with the way how my thighs rubbing against each other(do you know the feeling?). I believe I can change that and next summer will be a skirt season...
Majority of my colleagues at work are insane for cycling. There are many events where they would ride a bike. I would take a train or bus with couple of other people. While I still think that on some occasions it is a better option(like when going to a wine tasting), I want to be able to join and go on our regular summer rides on two wheels. UPDATE on this one: I have decided not to wait until next year- I am already joining in this year. The road will be a hilly one, but itīs definitely worth giving it a try!
I want to have fun with my friends and stop thinking about whether I look ridiculous because of my weight.
Smile and be happy!
This picture of me was actually taken when I was smiling and happy :-)
Last December I went to Phoenix for a business trip and have fallen in love with Grand Canyon. I could spend only about half a day there but instantly wished I could climb it down. One day I will.
I am pretty self-conscious when it comes to sleep-overs because of my snoring caused by me being overweight. This was one of the big motivations to lose weight. And as it is my collage of whatever I want, why not to add special someone to the picture!
"-37" represents the number of kilograms (about 80 pounds) that I want to lose. The last time I was at that weight was when I was 16.
"something good is coming" comes from one of the most positive and soothing songs I know: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v
I am not planning on having this collage for long- I will be replacing it soon. Everytime when I hit any of these goals. With picture of me doing so to always remind myself what I achieved and how great it felt!