Tuesday, August 27, 2013
I caved and allowed my best friend to take me out of town this past weekend and can now say it was a blessing. We headed up the coast for a little girl time aka KT needs to get away and talk about "something." I fold within myself and become silent when things in my own world go sideways. My girl had become concerned when this time around seemed to have me in the darkest of places with no hope of return.
We walked on the beach.
Danced in our hotel room.
Ate like we didn't have a care in the world.
Drank wine and bubbly at the wineries.
Laughed until we cried.
We sat in comfortable silence.
We talked like we hadn't seen each other in 20 yrs.
She cried when I told her my story, my troubles, my everything.
I simply started breathing again.
Back to the real world yesterday I discovered my endless hunger had disappeared. Confiding in ones I trust allows me not only to breathe but to put down the food. My situation hasn't changed but now I'm no longer in the darkness and alone.
I'm continuing my efforts at my new gym and have loved every minute there. I escape for an hour for me time ... fun time.
Blessing to you all ...