Sunday, August 25, 2013
I keep going to bed just fine, making plans for the next day, but then I wake up at 1 or 2 and freak out about money. I NEED a job and have no possibility of unemployment insurance.
It feels like I have wasted so many years and so much money on degrees that mean nothing.
I have about 1 month's wiggle room and then it is over...I won't be able to afford anything.
I am getting very, very scared, but trying to keep up a good face for everyone. It has been a long, long time since I have not had a job.