Sunday, August 25, 2013
Well, I finally did manage to recover from that hangover on steroids. Think I've got all my fluids rebalanced and all that fun stuff. And my new meal plan worked great for a couple days. Then I got what I call hormonal sick and then had such massive pain I could just barely function, let alone cook or do dishes or whatever. That stuff is finally starting to ease off a bit and so I'm gonna give it all another go this week. All those new foods and recipes were so delicious. I have to have them again, ha. But yeah, it's been a bit of a rough week. Well, rough year, really. Just seems to get harder as I go. Going in to the doctor on the 16th of next month to see if we can finally start getting some answers on what's wrong with me and maybe get some solutions. If you've read my other blogs, you know that I suffer from PCOS and endometriosis. So, pain is really nothing new to me. It's sheer torture every month. But everything is getting worse. Where it used to be where I'd start to ache or get hormonal sick when I ovulated and then suffer through Aunt Flo's visit, it's a daily thing now. I do not get a single day off from the pain and it just increases and increases every single day until Flo visits, then I beg for death for a couple days, it eases off, then starts all over. Honestly, it feels like there is something inside of me with enormous teeth and claws and it's ripping my insides to shreds. Every single day. I've had way more than I can stand. I need some kind of relief. So we'll see what happens, I guess. I guess it's obvious from what I just told you I'm still not exercising. I'm going to try the morning thing again this week. Maybe hopefully getting that going again will help ease the evil beast that lurks within. I did get on the scale again this morning, and while I would have liked it to be more, I did manage to lose a little bit and get rid of that 3. So hopefully I can keep that trend going. And I did finally get the guts to talk to my fiance yesterday about what's been bothering me, and we both agree we need to work on spending more time together and that, so we're just going to move on from there and try harder. Um, I think that's it for an update this week other than there's only 20 days left to the wedding. Holy cow! Where is the time going!? Crazy. Anyway, I better get moving. Have to get some things done. Take care, everybody!