Sunday, August 25, 2013
I think some people forget that I'm scared out of my mind to leave. But I'm still doing it. How? Because I can trust in it. I know it won't kill me. I have only three weeks left. Which seems insane. When I think about where I was last year and where I pictured myself for this year, they aren't the same as where I am at.
Last year I was getting ready to start school again. I was nervous because I had done so poorly prior. I didn't think I was leaving for the Navy yet. The paperwork for the divorce was in it's beginning stages. And I was still taking everything one day at a time. I passed my classes with an "A" and a "B" I'm no longer taking classes, and the divorce is over. I'm getting ready to leave my life behind and start a whole new one, well to an extent. I'm in a healthy relationship now, and I've learned soo many things about just everything. I can't even imagine what it truly means at the moment to leave everything behind, and know this time next year I'm going to be living somewhere off a coast. It's soo sureal how everything has fallen into place the way it has.
So the next three weeks is about preparing to leave, taking care of myself and enjoying myself with the people I love.
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