Friday, August 23, 2013
First off I have to say being single is something I have never wanted to be! Ever since I was a little girl my dream was to be married,
and grow old with my husband.
Well apparently that is not the plan that God has for me!
I have been single since memorial day weekend of 2012 and if I think on it too much it still will cause me to tear up and cry (like right now!!!)
On the flip side of that I went and bought myself a couple of new shirts and for the first time in my adulthood I did not feel guilty for spending money on myself!!! Must be a breakthrough!!
And I have to admit that I enjoy the freedom of being able to make my own choices about where, when and whom I go visit!!
And where, how, and on what I spend my money!!
I work my arse off daily and things are going to get even busier soon (I think) as I have applied for another job (I will also work my current job and babysit my grandson still). I was thinking out loud at work the other day while reading the local paper and I said "I wonder if this place would hire me" and from the other room my boss says "Of course we would"!!!
It happens to be a place that she is very involved in. It is only about 10 hours a month doing bookkeeping and would be perfect for me to gain some practical experience in the field that I went to school in and still be able to hold down a full time job. One more area that I wouldn't be able to control if I were still married as that would keep me away from home too much!
So overall I am starting to look for that silver lining of being single and broken hearted
and life is moving on and the future looks brighter and brighter all of the time!!!
Have a great weekend everyone!!!