So I just weighed and I'm at an even higher weight than I was a few days ago... I've gained a couple of pounds. It is a (MUCH!) higher weight than I've ever been in my entire life. I can't even believe the number, but I know it's what I weigh. But that's it. I'm done with this crap. Tomorrow is my birthday, so I have decided to give myself the gifts of health and wellness and fitness. Tomorrow morning, I am going to go to the gym. I will go by myself if I have to. I am also going to make healthy food choices and drink lots and lots of water. I have at least 70 pounds to lose. I want to get on a new path before that number grows even more.