Thursday, August 22, 2013
My beau's mom has non-small cell lung cancer according to her test results thus far. They are planning on starting her on chemo. He is dealing with the new ok so far. We don't have the money to go to Texas, but if the need should arise, we have enough for him to take the bus to Texas. I feel so bad because I am still not working and don't have the money or a car to get him there immediately.
My asthma is kicking my butt again today and I haven't had the energy to get anything done...I haven't gotten anything done all week since we went to the zoo this past Sunday. I know that not being able to breathe saps my energy, but I have been in one of those moods all week. I am stressed about not having heard anything from my job interview on Monday and am wondering if the HR lady was "stuck in a meeting" because I am not going to be offered a job...that's the only reason that I can think of why she wouldn't return my voice mail messages.
I have been doing pretty good with my eating during the day...which is good, because I think I am blowing it at night. Not "I think" I KNOW I am blowing it at night.
I think its just a combination of anxiety, frustration, and I think its what would normally be my shark week, except I don't actually get it anymore, thanks to a fantastic doctor, lol! I do occasionally have the same cravings and pms once in awhile as I still have all my equipment.
I sit here on Thursday and Friday nights and watch American Ninja Warrior and get all inspired to get my butt in gear to do SOMETHING.