Thursday, August 22, 2013
This week I heard the very sad news about a reality tv lady's death by suicide. She was 29 years old, absolutely gorgeous, sweet, sensitive etc. Her name was Gia Allemand.
This is Gia, so beautiful but gone way before her time.
And before you think is Shell into women, the answer is no. I love people,I'm attracted to men and I am heterosexual all the way. But even as women we know and can see when another women is gifted with looks. And yes Gia was beautiful to look at and had that personality that just draws people to her. I first saw her on the batchelor, and then on the batchelor pad two. Gia decided the deviousness and nastiness from many of the contestants wasn't for her on the batchelor pad. She basically was too sensitive and sweet to be as sneaky as they needed to be on the batchelor pad. So she left it.
She recently commited suicide and I found it strange in a way that it really upset me so much. I have been thinking about it all week. I mean I love people and of course I would think how sad it was. But I was really saddened by it. This lady had her whole life left to live and she made the decision to end her life. And that is just another reminder that life is short and we don't know how long we have here. Or if we will see another day and if our loved ones will be around tomorrow or the next day like they are now. None of us have immunity from the "final curtain" and our exit from this world-to where ever and whatever we go to. We don't know what tomorrow will hold. Whether the world will have blown up and scattered into pieces across the sea or what. We have right now, and so does everyone here at this moment. What we have is "this moment". Which is a good reason to let our loved ones know how we feel. Don't hold a grudge against people you care about. Say "I'm sorry" and move on, don't fester and avoid people you love. You might never see them again. Forgive, forgive and accept that we all make mistakes.
Rest in peace Gia