Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Monday was definitely an off day for me. I read a health article and immediately thought of dh. It's Antisocial Personality Disorder. Although I have been away from him for three years now, the psychological damage still has residual effects on me. I had forgotten that Monday was his birthday. Was it still in my subconscious?
I went to the Detroit Tigers game on Sunday. I'm a HUGE Tiger fan and I really like watching Miguel Cabrera. He impresses me as someone who still has youthful exuberance when playing the game. He loves what he's doing and has fun doing it. I did a web search on him this morning. His full name is Jose Miguel Cabrera Torres - how it happened that he is known only by his two middle names is something I don't know. His birth date was posted. He was born on my oldest daughter's third birthday. No wonder I saw youthfulness in him - he's youthful!
I guess that means that I really am getting older. So, between my age and my health problems, I'm not going to be able to quite do all the things in one day that I could do 30 years ago. I will probably still get aggravated with myself when I don't get things done, but maybe I'm a little unrealistic by thinking I can do a lot in one day. Unless, in my subconscious, I really think that I'm Superwoman....