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Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Hello Sparkies!! How is your week going ?? I am glad Wednesday is over, the second part of the week this week is pretty cruisey. Speaking of cruisey, I had some annual leave in February and since I got back to work, I've been basically hanging out for my next leave. I have been in this job for eight years now. I am at the stage now I need a change. Getting myself in tip top condition should open a few doors in the work department I think/hope!!! So I am on a mission to get into shape. My main goal is to be under ninety kilos by the time I'm fifty. I am sure if I get that far-WHEN I get that far I should be able to get down even lower. But although I have got down slimmer before a couple of times, about three times I think I have never been slim-ever. I am planning on changing that. So I am not sure what I will weigh when I get to where I feel "yep this is the size/weight I am happy at". I look forward to finding that out. I think WHEN I get to SEVENTY KILOS I will look very different , I am looking forward to seeing how that feels. I might even go lower than that. It is untread territory for me to be slim. I am still working on being down ten kilos, which I didn't make in time for my birthday. I am not even sure why I was even thinking of just being under ninety kilos by fifty. I have had my ticker set to seventy the whole time. And that is where I aim to be in a years time. I know I can do it. I know I will do it.

I was looking for a photo. Not sure what of, but I decided on this. My mugshot, and look at that Shell back in the 1980's smoking. I went on a bus trip up to Auckland (up the top of the North Island of NZ) on my first annual leave from work. I was about 17 or 18 and I went on my own. On the bus I met this young girl about 16. She had this bad attitude and liked starring people out. We hang out for the trip up there. We did photos in a photo machine when we got to Auckland railway station. I've always liked photo machines. Although they are a little bit more advanced than they were back then.
So back to the topic getting to seventy kilos. As that is a long way to go I will make a more achievable goal for right now. So my next goal will be to get under one hundred kilos. I should be able to make that in time for christmas. Quite likely before then, but I'll give myself till christmas. To reach that goal I will be able to fit into lots of smaller clothes than I am wearing now. Luckily my wardrobe is full of large clothes. So, the journey continues yay I love journeys!!
This is me with Dwayne when he was about one. So about twenty five years ago. Well Sparkies I better get back to my journey. I'll go and get another glass of water . Keep sparkling and don't do anything that I wouldn't do-hmmmmm. Not sure why I said that but lets get back to our journeys emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
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SHILOBOOTH 8/23/2013 3:35AM

    Loving the photographs :) Have a great weekend.

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CAMEY13 8/22/2013 7:26PM

    One day at a time is the way to go. If you slide back, pick yourself up and climb back up. You can do it. You can have anything you want. It doesn't come easy but you can do it. You have the strength and the power to control and you can use it.
The word is No. They walk away and leave all that bad stuff behind you. Let someone else be bothered by food urges. Just turn around and look at the food and say no, not today, not tomorrow, never. I am going to be thin. I can do it.
So stay out of my way because I am going full speed ahead and you could get run over, if you don't get out of my way. My answer to your question if I want to eat, when I shouldn't, is no, so go away from me. Stay away I am moving forward and you are not invited to my thin party. I can do it and I will. All you need is to keep reminding yourself you can do it and say no to bad cravings, even though it is a struggle, but you will make it. We all slide but some of us pick ourselves up and start again and we make it.

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KIM22211 8/22/2013 6:18AM

    love thoose photo booth pics! When is the 50th!? My is coming up soon too and I am really trying to reach a mini goal as well. 50 is a tough one so I would rather greet it looking glam! lol!! Take care and we will do this together!!

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WALLAHALLA 8/21/2013 10:49PM

    Been a long time since I was in a photo machine. They are fun.

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CIROHIO 8/21/2013 11:54AM

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PATTYKLAVER 8/21/2013 8:58AM

    From how you wrote, I know that you do take each day as an adventure. I've always wished I could do that. Reading your blog, I now know I can. Thanks!

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FERRETLOVER1 8/21/2013 6:46AM

    You can do this! You WILL do this!

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THE_SHAKESHAFT 8/21/2013 3:00AM

    I love the pictures :)

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