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What am I going to do without mom...

Monday, August 19, 2013

This song came to mind after reading my brother's latest Facebook status about my mother...

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls close in more every day
And I'm dyin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real, even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and
I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

(Music, hmm...noone knows)

I carry a smile
When i'm broken in two
And i'm nobody
Without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

I Lie awake
It's a quarter past 3
I'm screamin at night
If i thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say
Just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and
I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Here's my brother's face book status update on mom...

Just an update on Mom. Took her to the Dr. today and things are not going so well. They cannot continue with the feeding tube because she has severe ulcers and it can possibly poke a hole in her throat. Therefore, she has to eat or take at least 4 Ensures per day or things are not looking good. She about passed out when trying to stand to take her weight and we caught her before she fell. I would ask that her friends please write to her or send her cards (even home made are good) to just liven her spirits. Please keep her in your prayers and if you have any questions, feel free to ask because there is more I just won't type on here. Thanks.

What am I going to do if she dies?. I have not cried since really hard since my step dad's death back in 2007.

All I did after I read that mom was bad was to sit at the computer and let the tears flow.

Prayers are needed.
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