Monday, August 19, 2013
Well, the scale finally moved slightly. :) Went back up again after being invited out for pizza and beers with hubby's boss, but at least it's generally moving down. I'm in a 'challenge' of sorts this week with someone in an online fitness group I belong to--so I'm going to be busy busy! Gotta rack up those workout points. :)
Hubs and I had what I thought was a good conversation last week. Managed to convey what was bothering me without being demanding or accusatory or hostile. Just...talk. Of course, there's not much point in talking if it falls on deaf ears...this weekend came and went with zero effort put into anything. I bit my tongue and simply refused to say anything...what's the point? I can't force him to want anything different.
I've gone from being angry all the time and wanting to leave, to NOT wanting to leave but realizing how sad and empty I feel here. I'm starting to feel stuck and a little hopeless. If talking to him warrants no change...