Sunday, August 18, 2013
Yesterday was my one year sparks anniversary . I have had my ups and downs and fell off the wagon a time or two but no more messing around. I finally figured it out I had my goals wrong. By putting my weight wants first I got mad and disappointed when the lbs just didn't fall off. I know at my age and problems it was going to be harder, but in my mind 2lbs a week was doable. But it isn't . It made me angry . Even though my health was getting better ,the weight lost was consuming me. I couldn't let it go that my progress was to slow and that was my final fall from the wagon for two months I half way to no way stayed with the program. My sugars went crazy and I wasn't feeling great . When I went to doctor numbers were up, by talking to her she started me back on the right path. When I went to my eye doctor last week ,well he strengthen the path, He said for me to have had diabetes for as long as I have, I had good eyes. The fluid that I had ,had was gone, I had a few diabetic problems, some floaters, but the key to it all was keeping those sugars down, Even though I would love to see all my weight down faster, I have put it second and health first . It is the right thing to do. So here is to my Anniversary and to better health. After all I could lose all the weight in the world and it would not mean a thing ,if I wasn't in better health where I can enjoy it.