Friday, August 16, 2013
My husband has recently made comments/observations, that let me know that he wishes I was more active. I am not upset with him because his comments are not insulting. I'm upset with myself because I know that he is right. I have started walking and get worn out fast. I have lower motivation in the morning and only really want to lie in bed and cuddle my daughter. It is such a precious time in the morning.
When I was on track I would get out there first thing in the morning and that is how my day would start. My morning would go from getting the kids up and ready for school, a quick review of test assignments, breakfast and lunches made for them, off to school for them and off to the gym/walking for me. But I just don't want to do it. I still get them up and ready and review and fix meals, but I and resistance to waking the baby up earlier than she wants to get up and enjoy my few mins or however long to myself.
I know that I will get no where talking. I know that I just need to get up and get going. It is just so hard to get going sometimes.
Do you ever feel that if your house is in disorder it is hard to concentrate? I feel that way. My house has been "ALMOST" finished since May when we installed tile in the kitchen. I know before I start school for me or the girls my house needs order. I am beginning to think that maybe other things are along the same lines. I can not say that I am not doing the weight loss because I don't have time. I know I do have time. So I definitely KNOW it's a mental thing. Even though I am not DOING what needs to be done to the house, I know it needs to be done and that is putting a stop on me. Probably makes no sense, but there is my illogical logic for the day.