Thursday, August 15, 2013
...I'm sitting here, hiding in my dark corner, at work. If you've read some of my other blogs, you might know that I have one former friend who always gives me crap about my weight, and a former best friend who gets a little creepy sometimes. They are both members of the same committee, and they will be attending a meeting in the room right next to my work area, just as soon as they've finished up with lunch.
I've already run into the one who gives me crap about my weight...in the hallway. That's how I know about the meeting.
The other former friend, I haven't seen him yet, and that's why I'm hiding.
I'm absolutely starving, but I think the only thing that could get me out of this room and into the hallway is a fire in the building. Yes, I know it's cowardly of me! I should be out there, being strong, but I just can't make myself do it.
The part that really rattles me is at any moment, they could come bursting into my space to ask for help with something...or for my opinion, since their meeting is about the coming year in my department.
I'm watching the time slip away as I write this, and I am becoming more and more anxious.
Where's all my inner strength gone to?
I need to stop allowing them to manipulate me like this!
Be strong Sparkers! If you promise to be strong, I will promise to be strong!