Tuesday, August 13, 2013
I'm too broke. I can't keep buying stuff. I've gone through most of our produce and meat. I've got to just make due with what we have until we start having some money flow so it's a lot of bread and almond or peanut butter right now. And white potatoes. Someone gave us a huge bag of white potatoes.
I was doing so well too! I'm perfectly content to eat that way. If I can just get myself off the sugar, I don't miss it. But it's out of my control and stressing about it isn't going to help at all so I'm just not going to worry about it right now. When everything else is falling apart, weight loss doesn't seem all that important. It still is important to me and I hate that this is just one more thing to trip me up but I'm just going to try to make good choices. Watch portions. Do what I can when I can how I can and try not to focus on my weight. That being said, I weighed in at 168 yesterday. A nine lb gain. It didn't surprise me at all but of course I'm disappointed. Maybe once I'm settled into a routine, I can start getting in regular exercise and that will help me mentally if nothing else.